Meet Cristie Schwan

I’m Cristie Schwan, author of the Chaos In My Head trilogy—a deeply personal collection of poetry inspired by my journey through heartbreak, divorce, healing, and the difficult work of rebuilding my life.

During one of the most challenging chapters of my life, writing became more than a creative outlet. It became a safe place where I could express the emotions I struggled to say aloud. Through poetry, I began confronting my pain, finding my strength, and recognizing that even after everything falls apart, it is possible to heal and create a meaningful new beginning.

Attending DivorceCare meetings also played an important role in my recovery. The support, guidance, and practical tools I received helped me cope with the emotional impact of divorce, move forward with greater clarity, and begin creating the life I have today.

Through the Chaos In My Head trilogy, I invite readers into that honest and often complicated journey. My hope is that these poems help others feel understood, less alone, and more confident in their ability to make the changes they know are necessary—even when taking that first step feels incredibly difficult.

This series is ultimately about more than surviving divorce. It is about rediscovering your voice, reclaiming your strength, and believing that life can begin again.