Reviews & Praise

A very emotional journey of strength and courage. So helpful for all going through loss and trauma in their lives.

This is a deeply moving and honest exploration of what it takes to find your way out of a toxic relationship and, ultimately, back to yourself. The author beautifully captures the complicated emotions that come with loss, healing, self-discovery, and the courage to begin again.

What makes this book especially powerful is its vulnerability. It doesn’t shy away from the painful moments, but it also reminds us that even the darkest chapters can lead to profound personal growth and unexpected breakthroughs. The journey feels authentic, relatable, and deeply human.

This is more than a story about leaving a toxic relationship—it is a story about reclaiming your voice, rebuilding your confidence, and learning to choose yourself. An inspiring and heartfelt read for anyone who has experienced a difficult relationship or is searching for hope, strength, and a new beginning.

Chaos in My Head is a beautifully written and deeply moving collection of poems. My friend has an incredible gift for taking some of the most painful and traumatic experiences of her life and turning them into words that are raw, honest, and incredibly powerful.

What touched me most is the message woven throughout her poems—that the difficult things we experience may become part of our story, but they don’t have to define who we are or where our story ends. There is strength in these pages, along with hope, healing, and the courage to keep moving forward.

And this is only the beginning. Chaos in My Head is Book One of a trilogy, followed by The Healing Begins and Life Begins. Together, they take you on a beautiful journey from surviving the chaos, to finding healing, and ultimately discovering the life waiting on the other side.

I am so proud of my friend for sharing her story and her incredible talent with the world. Her words are proof that even after the darkest storms, there can be healing, hope, and a new beginning. ❤️

Such depth of emotion and pure feeling. For everyone regardless of marital status. Truly heartfelt

Full of emotion and depth for those divorced but also life in general. I really loved it

Simply amazing and such depth. Truly a deep resounding full of emotion and simple truth

It’s so cool to see how making art leads to healing. I especially liked the poem that names names— it shows the ways a divorce has ripple effects beyond the couple and the anger that can come with people “choosing sides.” I look forward to book #2, especially to see the next stage of emotionally processing a divorce.

This wonderful collection of poems are about pain sadness and most importantly healing. Cristie found a way to tell her story and heal at the same time. It’s a wonderful way to move forward and see the light at the end of the tunnel for new beginnings and happiness.

*Chaos in My Head* is a powerful, honest, and deeply emotional collection of poems. Cristie Schwan’s words capture the pain of divorce, the struggle to move forward, and the strength it takes to begin healing. Her writing is raw, relatable, and filled with emotion. Anyone who has experienced heartbreak, loss, or a major life change will find something meaningful within these pages. This book is a beautiful reminder that even during life’s darkest moments, hope and healing are still possible. Highly recommended!

Cristie is a great friend and neighbor. The book is amazing. I went through a very similar situation and reading this really helped me through some unresolved issues. Knowing Cristie has been a blessing. I am inspired by her and value her friendship.

I love that Cristie didn’t go down the “poor me” or the “it’s not my fault” path.

The poems are raw, heartbreaking and inspiring. There’s a lesson for everyone, no matter the situation. The book gives us the strength and wisdom to face reality, feel your emotions and carve a path forward. Looking forward to more from Cristie!